I just realized that I will not be spending another evening with my family in a very long time. Even though you would think I should have realized all of this already I can only tell you that I have not. I still can't get the fact that I'm moving, in to my head. It's like when ever I tell myself that I'm actually going to Paris to work as a model for a big agency, it just sounds like a joke.
What I worked for finally came true, but now when reality hits I find myself to be terrified by the thought of leaving what I know. Funny how we are all like that. Deeply wanting something but when it hits us we don't take the chance. No matter how much easier it would be to just stay home and continue my normal way of life, I won't do it! I have come to far to give it all up.
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